Chapter 3

I couldn’t breathe.
“We took you,” she repeated. “The night of the accident. Your father—my husband, Thomas—he was the paramedic on the scene.”
I felt sick.
“What are you saying?”
“He pulled you from the wreckage,” she continued, the words rushing out now like she couldn’t hold them back any longer. “You weren’t breathing. He brought you back. And when he looked at you… something in him broke.”
She wiped her face roughly with her sleeve.
“We’d tried for ten years to have a baby,” she said. “Ten years of doctors, of treatments, of heartbreak. And then there you were. Perfect. Alive. And your parents… they were already gone. No siblings. No grandparents. No one waiting for you.”
“So you just decided to keep me?” I said. My voice sounded foreign to my own ears.
“The paperwork got lost in the system,” she said. “Thomas knew people. He pulled strings. He made sure you were listed as our son. We moved three states away. Changed our names slightly. Started over.”
Rachel was staring at her like she’d grown a second head.
“You kidnapped a baby,” she said.
“It wasn’t like that!” Mom shouted. “We gave him everything! Private school, college, a home, love! Everything he’s ever had is because of us!”
“None of it was yours to give!” I yelled.
The anger was rising now, hot and corrosive, burning through the shock.
“You stole my identity,” I said. “You stole my history. My real family. And you’ve been lying to me every single day of my life.”
“We did it for—”
“Don’t you dare say it was for me!” I screamed. “It was for you! Because you couldn’t have your own kid, you took mine from whoever was supposed to find me! From my real family!”
“There was no one else!” she screamed back. “If we hadn’t taken you, you would’ve ended up in foster care! You would’ve been bounced from home to home, never knowing love, never knowing stability! We saved you!”
“You didn’t save me,” I said, my voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. “You trapped me. In a lie. For thirty-four years.”
Rachel was quiet.
Too quiet.
I turned to her.
“You knew,” I said.
She wouldn’t meet my eyes.
“Rachel. Look at me.”
She lifted her head.
Her eyes were wet.
“She told me last year,” she whispered. “When your father got sick. She said she needed to tell someone before it was too late.”
I stepped back from her.
Like she’d burned me.
“You knew,” I repeated. “For a year. You’ve known for a year and you said nothing.”
“I was trying to protect you!” she said. “I knew it would destroy you!”
“Protect me?” I laughed bitterly. “By letting me live with the woman who kidnapped me? By letting her cook my meals, hug me, call me her son? You’re just as bad as she is.”
“That’s not fair,” she said.
“Fair?” I shouted. “What about my life has been fair? My entire existence is based on a crime! The house I live in? The money I’ve spent? The name I carry? None of it’s real!”
I kicked the coffee table.
The folder went flying.
Papers scattered everywhere.
“And this?” I said, grabbing the forged transfer document. “You were going to make Rachel sign the house over to you. Why? To add another layer to your lie?”
My mother was on her feet now.
Her fear was gone.
Replaced by something harder.
May you like
Older.
“I needed the house because of the Carters,” she said.