Amazed

Chapter 2

The world stopped making sense.

One second I was a kid begging for change on the sidewalk.

The next I was strapped into the back of a fifty-thousand-dollar SUV, speeding through Boston streets like we were running from the police.

Daniel Reynolds—the name his assistant had used—sat beside me, staring out the window like he was fighting a war inside his own head.

I held my knees to my chest.

My hands were shaking so hard I could barely grip them.

“Is she going to die?”

My voice came out smaller than I wanted.

Reynolds turned to me.

His eyes were red.

“No. She is not going to die. Not today.”

He said it like he was ordering the universe to obey.

“Your mother is the strongest person I have ever known. She survived things that would have broken anyone else.”

I stared at him.

“You knew her?”

He nodded slowly.

“Once. A long time ago.”

“Did you love her?”

The question just came out.

I didn’t mean to say it.

But I had spent my whole life wondering who my father was, and suddenly the answer was sitting right beside me, wearing a suit that probably cost more than our entire apartment.

Reynolds didn’t answer right away.

He looked at his hands.

They were big hands. Strong hands. The kind of hands that built things. Or broke them.

“I loved her more than anything,” he said finally. “More than my company. More than my money. More than myself.”

“Then why did you leave?”

He flinched like I had slapped him.

“I didn’t leave. She left. One morning she was just… gone. No note. No call. Nothing. I searched for her for years. I hired private investigators. I checked every hospital, every shelter, every small town within five hundred miles. Nothing. She vanished like she had never existed.”

The car screeched around a corner.

We were in my neighborhood now—the part of Boston where the buildings got smaller and dirtier, where the sidewalks had cracks and the streetlights didn’t all work.

Reynolds looked out the window and his face hardened.

“She lived like this? For nine years?”

“We got by,” I said defensively.

Mom always said pride was the only thing nobody could take from you.

Reynolds turned to me. His expression softened.

“I am not judging her, Noah. I am furious at myself. If I had found her sooner—if I had tried harder—none of this would be happening.”

The car pulled up outside my building.

Mrs. Henderson from next door was standing on the steps, crying into her hands.

When she saw me jump out, she ran over.

“Oh, baby, the ambulance is already here. They’re working on her right now.”

I ran past her, up the three flights of stairs, Reynolds right behind me.

Our apartment door was open.

Two paramedics were inside, working over Mom on the kitchen floor.

One was pumping her chest.

The other had an oxygen mask over her face.

“Mom!”

I tried to run to her but Reynolds caught me around the waist and held me back.

“No, Noah. Let them work.”

I fought him. I kicked and screamed.

“Let me go! That’s my mom!”

“I know. I know. But you have to let them help her.”

His voice was steady but his arms were shaking.

One of the paramedics looked up.

“We’ve got a pulse. Weak, but there. We need to get her to Mass General now.”

They lifted her onto a stretcher.

She looked so small. So pale. Her hair was messy and her favorite old sweater had coffee stains on the sleeve.

Reynolds stepped forward and showed the paramedic a card.

“Call ahead. Tell them Daniel Reynolds is arriving with a patient. She gets the best room you have. The best doctors. No red tape. No waiting. Whatever she needs.”

The paramedic’s eyes widened.

“Yes, sir. Right away.”

They wheeled her out.

I followed, but Reynolds stopped me at the door.

He knelt down so he was eye level with me.

“Noah, listen to me carefully. Your mother is going to be okay. But things are going to change now. A lot. And I need you to be brave for her. Can you do that?”

I nodded, even though I didn’t feel brave.

I felt terrified.

“Good. Because I’m not going anywhere. Not now. Not ever. Do you understand?”

“Are you my father?”

The question hung in the air between us.

Reynolds swallowed hard.

“Your mother has some explaining to do. But looking at you? Seeing those eyes? That stubborn chin? I would bet every dollar I own that you are my son.”

He reached out and touched my face gently.

His hand was warm.

“And if you are, I swear to God I will spend the rest of my life making up for the nine years I missed.”

Downstairs, the ambulance siren started wailing.

Reynolds stood up and took my hand.

His hand completely covered mine.

“Come on. Let’s go be with your mother.”

For the first time since Mom collapsed, I didn’t feel completely alone.

But as we ran down the stairs, I saw something in Reynolds’ eyes that scared me.

It wasn’t just sadness or relief.

It was rage.

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Cold, quiet, dangerous rage.

And I knew somehow that nothing would ever be the same again.

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