Chapter 10

The call ruined everything.
For three days, Michael didn’t say a word.
He just sat on the porch, staring at the ocean, drinking beer after beer.
The kids noticed.
Evan kept asking if Daddy was sad.
Lila kept drawing him pictures of sunsets, trying to make him smile.
My mom came over every day, bringing food, trying to talk to him, but he just brushed her off.
On the fourth night, I sat down next to him on the porch, handing him a fresh beer.
“We can move again,” I said quietly. “We can go to California. Or Hawaii. Or Europe. Somewhere she’ll never find us.”
Michael shook his head.
“No,” he said. “I’m tired of running. I’m tired of letting her control our lives. She wins if we run. She wins if we spend every day scared she’s going to show up. I’m not doing it anymore.”
He turned to look at me, his eyes red, but determined.
“I’m going to talk to her,” he said. “Next week. At the prison. I’m going to tell her that if she gets out and stays away, gets a job, gets help, leaves us alone… I’ll send her money. I’ll make sure she has a place to live. But if she comes within a hundred miles of us, if she tries to contact the kids, if she causes one single problem… I’ll press every charge I can. I’ll make sure she dies in prison. No second chances. No more lies. This is it.”
I stared at him, shocked.
“Michael, are you sure? She’ll just manipulate you again. She’ll pretend to be good, then the second she’s out, she’ll come after us.”
“Maybe,” he said. “But I have to try. She’s my mom. As much as I hate her, as much as she’s hurt us… she’s still my mom. I have to know I did everything I could. For me. For the kids. So one day, when they’re older, I can tell them I tried. That I didn’t just give up on her.”
I didn’t like it.
I hated the idea of him talking to her, of her getting in his head again.
But I knew he was right.
He had to do this.
For himself.
“Okay,” I said, squeezing his hand. “But I’m going with you. I’m not letting you go in there alone.”
He smiled, kissing my forehead.
“Thank you,” he said.
The next week, we drove two hours to the women’s prison where Diane was being held.
We sat in the cold, sterile visiting room, waiting for her.
When she walked out, I almost didn’t recognize her.
She’d lost weight.
Her hair was cut short, gray at the roots, no makeup, wearing an orange jumpsuit.
She looked old.
Tired.
Broken.
She sat down across from us, picking up the phone, her eyes red when she saw Michael.
“Baby,” she said, her voice cracking. “You came. I didn’t think you’d come.”
Michael didn’t smile.
He didn’t reach for her hand through the glass.
He just stared at her, his face hard.
“I’m not here to make up, Mom,” he said, his voice flat. “I’m here to make a deal. And you’re going to listen. Because this is the only chance you’re ever going to get.”
Diane nodded, wiping tears off her face with the back of her hand.
“Okay,” she whispered. “I’m listening.”
Michael laid out the terms.
When she got out, he’d set her up in a small apartment in Memphis, far away from us.
He’d send her five hundred dollars a month, enough to live on, as long as she stayed in therapy, stayed sober, and stayed out of trouble.
She was never to come to Florida.
Never to call, text, or write to us.
Never to try to contact the kids in any way.
If she broke any of the rules, the money stopped.
He’d file a permanent restraining order, in every state, and he’d press every criminal charge he could, no matter how old.
She’d never see him again.
Never see the kids.
Ever.
“If you agree,” Michael said, “I’ll tell the parole board you’re cooperating. That you’re getting help. That you deserve a second chance. If you don’t… I’ll tell them you’re a danger to society. That you should stay in prison for the full five years. And when you get out, I’ll make sure you have nothing. No money. No place to live. No one. Your choice.”
Diane stared at him for a long time, crying silently.
Then she nodded.
“I agree,” she said, her voice small. “I’ll do it. I’ll stay away. I’ll get help. I just… I just want you to be happy. I’m sorry. For everything. I was a terrible mom. A terrible wife. A terrible person. I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just hope one day, you can.”
She looked at me, her eyes wet.
“I’m sorry too, Clara,” she said. “For throwing the water. For threatening you. For everything. Your mom was right. I was jealous. Jealous of how much Michael loved you. Jealous of how good your family was. I wanted what you had. And I destroyed everything trying to get it. I’m sorry.”
She hung up the phone and walked away, without looking back.
We didn’t hear from her again.
Six months later, she was paroled.
True to her word, she moved to Memphis.
The checks Michael sent her were cashed every month, no questions, no contact.
Her parole officer called once a quarter, telling us she was going to therapy, working at a grocery store, staying out of trouble.
Life went back to normal.
Better than normal.
A year later, we were sitting in our backyard, celebrating Evan’s tenth birthday.
The pool was full of his friends, screaming and splashing.
My mom was manning the grill, flipping burgers, laughing with the other parents.
Michael was in the pool, throwing Lila up in the air, both of them laughing so hard they could barely breathe.
I stood by the table, watching them, cutting my mom’s famous chocolate cake, the same cake Diane had laughed at two years earlier.
Michael got out of the pool, dripping wet, walking over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist from behind, kissing my neck.
“Penny for your thoughts,” he said, smiling.
I leaned back against him, watching the kids, watching my mom, watching the sun set over the ocean.
“Just thinking,” I said. “About how crazy the last two years have been. About how close we came to losing everything.”
Michael squeezed me tight.
“But we didn’t lose anything,” he said. “We won. We have each other. We have the kids. We have your mom. We have this. All the drama, all the fighting… it was worth it. It made us stronger. Closer. I wouldn’t change a thing.”
I thought about Diane.
Alone in Memphis.
Spending her days working at a grocery store, going to therapy, living with the consequences of everything she’d done.
I didn’t feel bad for her.
She’d brought every bit of it on herself.
But I didn’t hate her anymore.
Hate took too much energy.
I just felt… nothing.
Indifference.
Which, I realized, was the worst punishment of all for someone like her.
Someone who needed to be the center of attention, who needed to be loved or hated, anything but ignored.
“Mommy!” Evan yelled, running over, covered in cake and pool water. “It’s time for candles! Hurry up!”
I laughed, wiping cake off his cheek, grabbing the cake, walking over to the table.
Everyone gathered around, singing happy birthday, as Evan closed his eyes and blew out the candles.
Michael squeezed my hand, tight.
I looked at my family.
Happy.
Healthy.
Safe.
And for the first time in my life, I knew.
No matter what happened.
No matter who tried to tear us apart.
We’d be okay.
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Because we had each other.
And that was all that mattered.