Amazed

Chapter 5

Noah looked from me to Ethan to Danielle to Emily.

His seven-year-old brain trying to process what was happening.

Why Dad was here at ten thirty at night.

Why there was a crying woman at our kitchen table.

Why there was a little girl who looked just like him holding my phone.

“Is it about the wedding?” he said.

“Sort of,” I said. “But it’s mostly about family.”

I pulled him onto my lap.

He was getting too big for this.

But tonight he needed it.

We both did.

“You know how you’ve always said you wanted a sister?”

Noah’s eyes went wide.

He looked at Emily again.

Really looked.

“Is she…?”

I nodded.

“This is Emily. She’s your sister. Your dad’s daughter. Just like you’re his son.”

The room went completely silent.

Even the clock seemed to stop ticking.

Noah stared at Emily.

Emily stared at Noah.

She held out the phone to him.

“Bubba?”

Noah took the phone.

Looked at his own picture.

Then back at her.

A slow, disbelieving smile spread across his face.

“Hi,” he said.

Emily giggled.

It was the sweetest sound I’d ever heard.

“Hi, Bubba.”

Noah squirmed off my lap.

Walked around the table.

Stood in front of her.

They were almost exactly the same height.

Noah held out his hand.

“I’m Noah.”

Emily took it.

Her tiny hand disappearing inside his.

“Emi-y.”

Noah turned to Ethan.

“Dad? Is she really my sister?”

Ethan nodded.

Tears in his eyes again.

“Yeah, buddy. She really is. I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you sooner. I made a lot of mistakes. Big ones. And I’m going to spend the rest of my life trying to make them right.”

Noah thought about this.

He was quiet for a long time.

Long enough that I started to worry.

Then he looked at Emily.

“Do you like dinosaurs?”

Emily’s face lit up like the Fourth of July.

“Dinos!”

Noah grinned.

“C’mon. I have a whole box of them in my room. T-Rex. Triceratops. A really big Brachiosaurus. C’mon!”

He tugged her hand.

Emily looked up at Danielle.

“Go ahead, baby.”

Emily slid off her mother’s lap.

The two kids ran out of the kitchen.

Up the stairs.

Giggling.

Talking a mile a minute.

Like they’d known each other their whole lives.

The four adults sat in silence.

Listening to the thud of small feet above us.

The sound of toys being dumped on the floor.

The sound of two children who should have grown up together finally meeting.

It was the most beautiful thing I’d ever heard.

And the most heartbreaking.

Because three years of their lives were gone forever.

Three years of birthdays.

Three years of holidays.

Three years of “watch this, Bubba” and “hold my hand, Sissy.”

All because Ethan had been too cowardly to tell the truth.

Danielle broke the silence.

“I don’t know how you do it,” she said. “Forgive him. I can barely look at him right now.”

“I haven’t forgiven him,” I said. “I probably never will. But I can separate what he did to me from what the kids need. They didn’t ask for this. They don’t deserve to be punished for his mistakes.”

I looked at Ethan.

“That doesn’t mean you’re off the hook. Far from it. You’ve got three years of back child support to pay for Emily. You’ve got therapy bills. You’ve got a lot of explaining to do to a lot of people. And if you ever, ever lie to either of us again—about anything—we will take you for every penny you have. And you will never see either of those kids again. Do you understand me?”

Ethan nodded so fast his head almost fell off.

“I understand. Completely. Whatever you want. Whatever you need. I’ll do it. Joint bank accounts for the kids. Full access to all my financial records. Weekly therapy for everyone. Whatever it takes.”

He reached across the table.

Tried to take my hand.

I pulled away.

“Don’t.”

He pulled his hand back.

Ashamed.

Danielle spoke.

“I’ve been thinking. About the living situation. I have a two-bedroom apartment in Decatur. It’s fine for me and Emily. But if the kids are going to spend time together… it might make sense for us to be closer. Maybe even in the same neighborhood.”

I blinked.

I hadn’t expected that.

“You’d move here? To Marietta?”

She nodded.

“Emily needs stability. Noah needs stability. If we’re five minutes apart instead of forty-five, the kids can see each other whenever they want. Weeknights. Weekends. Impromptu sleepovers. It would make everything easier.”

She looked at Ethan.

“I’m not getting back together with you. Let’s be clear about that. What we had is over. It was never real anyway. But Emily needs her father. And she needs her brother. And if that means I have to live ten minutes from the woman my ex lied to for three years… I’ll do it. For her.”

I stared at her.

This woman I’d never met twenty-four hours ago.

This woman who had been lied to just like me.

Who had every right to hate me.

To hate Ethan.

To take her daughter and run as far away as possible.

And here she was.

Willing to uproot her entire life so two kids could be siblings.

I held out my hand across the table.

“Then let’s do it. But we do this as equals. No secrets. No lies. Everything out in the open. For the kids.”

Danielle took my hand.

Her grip was firm.

“For the kids.”

Ethan watched us.

A look of pure wonder on his face.

Like he couldn’t believe what he was seeing.

Like he’d expected World War Three and was getting… this.

Alliance.

Partnership.

Between the two women he’d betrayed the most.

“Don’t get used to this,” I said to him. “We’re not doing it for you. We’re doing it in spite of you.”

“I know,” he said. “And I’m okay with that. As long as the kids are okay.”

The sound of running feet on the stairs.

Noah and Emily came barreling into the kitchen.

Noah was wearing a plastic dinosaur on his head.

Emily was wearing Noah’s baseball cap.

It completely covered her eyes.

“Mommy!” Noah said. “Emily’s sleeping over! Right? Can she? Pleasepleaseplease?”

I looked at Danielle.

She smiled.

“Sure. Why not. I have her overnight bag in the car. I always keep one packed just in case.”

She stood up.

“I’ll go get it. And then I should probably head home. Let the kids have their first night together.”

“I’ll walk you out,” I said.

We left Ethan at the table.

Staring at the ceiling.

Like he was praying.

Or thanking God.

Or both.

Outside, the night air was cool.

Crickets chirped in the trees.

Danielle popped the trunk of her Honda Civic.

Pulled out a small pink duffel bag.

Closed the trunk.

Leaned against it.

“I need to tell you something,” she said. “Something I didn’t want to say in front of Ethan.”

My stomach dropped.

“What is it?”

She took a deep breath.

“Ethan didn’t just lie about us. He lied about money. A lot of money.”

I froze.

“What kind of money?”

“Two years ago, he told me he’d gotten a promotion. A big one. Senior Vice President. Two hundred and fifty thousand a year. That’s when he started paying the child support. That’s when he bought the rings. That’s when he told Madison he could afford the big wedding.”

She paused.

“He doesn’t make two hundred and fifty thousand a year, Sarah. He makes ninety. I checked. His W-2 came in the mail last week. Addressed to my house by mistake.”

I felt the blood drain from my face.

“Then where did the rest come from?”

Danielle looked me dead in the eye.

“I think he’s been embezzling from his company. A lot. Over the last three years. Enough to support two families and plan a hundred-thousand-dollar wedding. And if he gets caught…”

She didn’t finish.

She didn’t have to.

If Ethan went to prison for embezzlement, there would be no child support.

No weekends with Dad.

No soccer games coached by him.

No birthday parties.

Nothing.

Just two kids growing up without their father.

Because of choices he’d made.

Choices that were still unfolding.

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Choices that would change all of our lives again.

Probably sooner than any of us were ready for.

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