Amazed

Chapter 2

The world went quiet for a second.

I looked at the shelter card in my hand.

Then at Ryan.

“You gave her his papers,” I said.

It wasn’t a question.

Ryan’s face went pale.

“Baby, let me explain—”

“Explain what?” My voice cracked. “That you were going to let my son’s dog be put down while he was at school?”

Diane stepped between us.

“Don’t you raise your voice at him. He’s a good son who respects his mother. Unlike some people.”

I didn’t even look at her.

My eyes stayed locked on Ryan.

“Six months ago,” I said, “when Noah had that nightmare and Buddy slept on his floor for three nights straight? You told me it was the best thing we ever did for him.”

Ryan flinched.

“That was different.”

“Different how?”

“Mom’s allergies—”

“Your mother does not have allergies,” I said. “I’ve seen her eat lobster and pet every dog at the park. This isn’t about allergies. This is about control.”

Diane’s jaw tightened.

“How dare you. I gave up my entire life to move here and help you two ingrates.”

“Help us?” I laughed, bitter and sharp. “You moved in because you spent all your retirement money on cruise ships and couldn’t pay your rent. We took you in. This is our house. Our mortgage. Our son.”

I stepped closer to Ryan.

“And you let her do this.”

Noah was still crying, quieter now, his face buried in Buddy’s fur.

The dog whined and licked his hand.

Something inside me broke.

“Get in the car,” I said to Noah.

He looked up, confused.

“What?”

“Get in the car. Both of you. We’re going to get Buddy back.”

Diane laughed.

“Oh, you think you can just march down there and demand him? I signed the papers. He’s not yours anymore.”

I turned to her.

Slowly.

“I don’t care if you signed the Declaration of Independence. That dog belongs to my son. And if I have to burn that shelter to the ground to get him back, I will.”

Ryan reached for my arm.

“Wait, let’s think about this rationally—”

I wrenched my arm away.

“Don’t touch me. You lost that right when you handed over those papers.”

I grabbed Noah’s hand.

He was shaking.

“Mom, what if they already gave him away?”

I knelt down in front of him.

Buddy immediately crawled into my lap too.

I looked my son in the eyes.

“Nobody is taking your dog. I promise you. Not Grandma. Not the shelter. Not anybody.”

I stood up and glared at Ryan.

“Are you coming with us, or are you going to stay here and listen to your mother tell you what a good boy you are?”

For the first time all afternoon, Ryan looked like he might actually fight back.

He looked at Diane.

Then at Noah.

Then at me.

“I’ll drive,” he said.

Diane’s mouth fell open.

“Ryan Michael, you get back in this house right now. I did not raise you to let some woman—”

“Mom,” Ryan said, his voice quieter than I’d ever heard it. “Enough.”

He walked past her to the car.

Diane stood on the porch, seething, as we pulled out of the driveway.

Nobody spoke for the first ten minutes.

Noah sat in the back, holding Buddy in his lap.

The dog was calmer now, his head resting on Noah’s knee.

Ryan gripped the steering wheel so tight his knuckles were white.

I stared out the window.

The shelter was forty minutes away.

Forty minutes to think about what I’d say.

What I’d do.

How I’d fight if they said no.

“Lindsey,” Ryan said softly.

I didn’t answer.

“Lindsey, please.”

“What?”

“I didn’t want to do it,” he said. “She kept saying the dog was a hazard. That he might bite Noah. That we were being irresponsible parents.”

“And you believed her?”

“I didn’t know what to believe! She’s my mother. She’s been taking care of me my whole life. When she says something enough times…” He trailed off.

“When she says something enough times, you start to think it’s true,” I finished for him.

I knew the pattern.

I’d watched it for three years.

Diane would plant a seed.

Water it every day with little comments and criticisms.

And eventually, Ryan would see things her way.

It had started small.

The way we decorated the house.

The food we ate.

How late Noah stayed up.

Each time, Ryan would take her side.

Each time, I’d let it go because she was family.

Because she was his mother.

Because I didn’t want to fight.

But this wasn’t paint colors or bedtime.

This was my son’s heart.

“I need you to understand something,” I said, still not looking at him. “If we don’t get that dog back today? That’s not the only thing we lose.”

Ryan glanced at me, his eyes wide.

“What does that mean?”

“It means,” I said, “that I won’t raise my son in a house where the person who’s supposed to protect him betrays him. Not for anything. Not even for you.”

The silence that followed was heavier than anything I’d ever felt.

We pulled into the shelter parking lot five minutes later.

The sun was starting to set.

The building was a cinder block rectangle with a chain-link fence around the back.

Through the fence, I could see dogs running in small concrete yards.

Barking.

Waiting.

My heart raced.

“Mom,” Noah said from the back. “What if he’s scared in there?”

I turned around and forced a smile.

“We’re going to get him right now, baby. Okay?”

We got out of the car.

Ryan reached for Noah’s hand.

Noah pulled away.

The look on Ryan’s face was pure agony.

But he didn’t argue.

We walked through the front door.

A bell jingled above us.

The smell hit me first—bleach and dog food and fear.

A woman behind the counter looked up.

She was in her fifties, with tired eyes and a smock covered in dog hair.

“Can I help you?”

I stepped forward.

“I’m Lindsey Carter. My mother-in-law brought our golden retriever here today. His name is Buddy. We want him back.”

The woman’s face fell.

She looked down at her computer.

Typed something.

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Then looked back up.

“I’m sorry,” she said. “Buddy was adopted an hour ago.”

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