Amazed

Chapter 3

The words hung in the air.

Noah made a sound like he’d been punched.

I reached for him, but my own legs felt weak.

“Adopted?” Ryan said. “That can’t be right. We only just found out he was here.”

The woman shook her head.

“He was surrendered at nine this morning. Purebred golden, three years old, good with kids? He didn’t last an hour on the website. A family from Murfreesboro came straight down. Filled out the paperwork. Paid the fee. Took him home.”

I gripped the counter until my fingers hurt.

“Give me their name.”

“I’m sorry, that’s confidential.”

“Confidential?” My voice rose. “That dog was stolen from us. My mother-in-law had no right to surrender him. If you don’t tell me who has him, I will call the police. And a lawyer. And every news station in Nashville. Do you understand me?”

The woman’s expression didn’t change.

She’d heard it all before.

“Ma’am, I understand you’re upset. But legally, the person who brought him in had the proper paperwork. The adoption is final. There’s nothing we can do.”

“Nothing?” Ryan stepped forward. “That’s my son’s dog. He’s had him since he was six. That dog is family.”

“Then maybe your family should have thought about that before signing him over.”

The words were like a slap.

Ryan flinched as if she’d actually hit him.

Noah was crying again, silent tears streaming down his face.

He hadn’t said a word since we walked in.

I knelt down in front of him.

“Hey. Look at me.”

He wouldn’t.

“Noah. Look at me.”

He lifted his head.

His eyes were red and swollen.

“We are not giving up,” I told him. “Do you hear me? We will find Buddy. I don’t care how long it takes. I don’t care how much it costs. We will bring him home.”

I stood up and turned back to the woman.

“At least tell me this. Did the family say anything about him? Did they mention where they live? If they have kids?”

The woman hesitated.

Then she sighed.

“I really shouldn’t.”

“Please,” I said. “I’m begging you. As a mother.”

She looked at Noah.

Then at me.

“They have two little girls,” she said quietly. “Seven and five. They live in the Blackman area. That’s all I can tell you.”

Blackman.

It was a community outside Murfreesboro.

Thousands of houses.

But it was something.

“Thank you,” I said.

We walked back to the car in silence.

The sun was almost gone now.

The sky was that bruised purple color it gets right before dark.

Noah climbed into the back and curled up on the seat.

I could hear him whispering to himself.

“I’m sorry, Buddy. I’m so sorry.”

Ryan got in the driver’s seat but didn’t start the car.

He just sat there, staring through the windshield.

“Lindsey,” he said.

“What.”

“I’m sorry.”

I stared straight ahead.

“Sorry doesn’t get our dog back.”

“I know. But I need you to know—this isn’t how it was supposed to go. Mom said she was just going to talk to them. See if they could take him for a few days while we ‘figured things out.’ I didn’t know she was going to surrender him permanently. I swear to God.”

I turned to look at him.

His face was twisted with guilt.

For a second, I almost believed him.

Almost.

“Then why did you give her the papers, Ryan?”

He opened his mouth.

Closed it.

“Because she asked me to,” he said finally. “Because when I was a kid, if I didn’t do what she asked, things got bad.”

“What do you mean, bad?”

Ryan didn’t answer right away.

He stared at his hands.

“When I was twelve,” he said, “my dad left. Just packed a bag and drove away. Didn’t even leave a note. Mom… she didn’t handle it well. For a long time, it was just me and her. And if I messed up? If I didn’t do exactly what she said? She’d stop talking to me. For days. Sometimes a week. She’d act like I wasn’t even in the house.”

He paused.

Swallowed hard.

“I’d rather she yell at me. Hit me even. But the silence? It was like being in a room by yourself even when she was sitting right there. I promised myself I’d never do anything to make her go quiet again.”

I felt something shift in my chest.

Not forgiveness.

But understanding.

Ryan wasn’t weak.

He was trained.

Trained from childhood to choose his mother’s approval over everything else.

Even his own son.

“Ryan,” I said softly. “You’re not twelve anymore.”

“I know that. But when she looks at me like I’m disappointing her? It’s like I’m that kid again, sitting in my bedroom, waiting for her to talk to me. I can’t help it.”

“You have to learn,” I said. “Because right now? You’re teaching Noah the same lesson. That if someone you love threatens to stop loving you, you give them whatever they want. Even if it means giving away the things that matter most.”

Ryan closed his eyes.

“I know,” he whispered. “God, I know.”

In the back, Noah had fallen asleep.

Exhaustion had finally won.

I looked at his small face, streaked with dried tears.

“Here’s what’s going to happen,” I said. “Tomorrow, we start looking. We drive every street in Blackman. We put up flyers. We talk to vets, pet stores, groomers. Somebody has seen a golden retriever with a white patch on his chest and a scar on his left ear. Somebody knows where he is.”

Ryan nodded.

“Okay.”

“And when we find him?”

“Whatever it takes,” he said. “I don’t care if I have to buy him back. Fight them in court. Whatever.”

I studied his face.

For the first time in a long time, I saw the man I’d married.

The one who’d stood up to his own father at our wedding.

The one who’d held Noah for the first time and cried.

The one who’d promised me we’d always be a team.

“Good,” I said. “Because your mother is not going to like this. And when she finds out we’re fighting her? She’s going to pull out every trick she has. You have to be ready.”

Ryan started the car.

“I’m ready,” he said.

But as we drove home, I knew it wasn’t true.

Ryan thought he was ready.

But he had no idea what Diane was capable of.

She’d already proven she’d take a child’s dog just to prove she could.

What else would she do to win?

We pulled into the driveway an hour later.

The house was dark.

Diane’s car was gone.

That should have been a relief.

But it wasn’t.

Diane leaving without saying where she was going?

That was never good.

We carried Noah inside.

He didn’t wake up when we laid him in his bed.

Buddy’s empty dog bed sat in the corner.

A half-chewed tennis ball was on the floor beside it.

I picked up the ball and held it.

It still had tooth marks in it.

I walked into the kitchen.

Ryan was standing by the counter, holding a piece of paper.

His face was white.

“What is it?” I asked.

He handed it to me.

It was a note.

In Diane’s perfect handwriting.

I read it out loud.

“‘If you choose that dog and that woman over me, don’t ever call me your mother again. I will not be disrespected in my own home. You know where to find me when you come to your senses.’”

I looked up at Ryan.

He was staring at the note like it was a death sentence.

“Ryan,” I said.

He didn’t answer.

“Ryan, look at me.”

Slowly, he lifted his head.

His eyes were terrified.

“She means it,” he said. “Every word.”

I folded the note and put it on the counter.

“Then let her go,” I said.

Ryan flinched like I’d stabbed him.

“How can you say that? She’s my mother.”

“She’s a grown woman who threw a tantrum because she didn’t get her way,” I said. “She kidnapped our dog. She tried to destroy our son. And now she’s giving you an ultimatum. That’s not love, Ryan. That’s control. And you have to decide which one you want more.”

I walked to the stairs.

Then stopped.

“I’m going to bed,” I said. “Tomorrow, we find Buddy. And after that? We figure out the rest. But I need you with me. All the way. No more secrets. No more doing what she says behind my back. Are you in, or are you out?”

Ryan stood there for what felt like an hour.

The note crumpled in his hand.

Then he looked at me.

And for the second time that night, I saw something change in him.

“I’m in,” he said.

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I nodded.

“Good. Because tomorrow is going to be the longest day of our lives.”

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